Their Battle, My suffering

Well... Again...
Yeah. The battle repeat again.
I hate the battle, especially, this kind of battle.
And, I hate to be in the middle of this fucking battlefield.
But, this is my destiny. I have to be right there.
No escape.
Yeah, I have to be.
Why?? Why not anywhere else? Why must here??

I’am the neutral side.
No. I’m not really sure.
Sometimes, I took my truth to him, but sometimes...not.
Not both of them.
This situation always make me be an uncontrolled personality, especially for them.
I always blow my angers to them, yeah, it means that I’m not a good child anymore for you.
I can be a girl who what the devil dreaming.
The rebellious one.
I don’t care anymore about lot advices. I don’t care anymore about other’s feeling.
I just want to be an evil.
Yeah.
Don't ever blame to me.
Because, this condition insisted me to be like that.